Sunday, October 19, 2003

The Brutal Dream

Just in my previous entry i stated about my brutal dream i had some months ago. Istill can remember each detail of it...
But before i start telling you about my dream, you have to know, that the scenes are radically changing. So, i might switch from topic and landscapes without noticing... but this is a dream, isn't it...

It all started in a room. Very narrow and messy. I saw a wooden floor. It looked kind of familiar to me, but still was very strange. I saw my ex.

[at that point of my waking presence, i was with S. who was my date, by the time. We started having some troubles and i just couldn't understand her and her feelings. The relation was already in a mess and i broke up the communication.
btw, for those who haven't read my first entry: i am gay =D]

S. looked very happy and she talked to me, which was really strange. She felt as nothing had happened. Her cousin was also in my dream. They went out together (!).
I am in a kitchen. Strangers around me having breakfast. The kitchen was really small and narrow, but we were like about 4-6 ppl inside there, sitting at a table full of breakfast stuffs.
I see 2 bodies lying on the floor of the living room, i mentioned above. The messy living room. I approached one body. Then i saw a woman's face. She is dead. I see her face, only. She has a bullet in her forehead (!!!). I see the blood and her shocked face: mouth wide open, eyes wide open. The 2 dead bodies have been murdered. This i somehow knew. What i knew too, is that i felt nothing. I was numb during the whole dream. Not even surprised. Just numb.

Since this dream, i checked out the net for explanations. If you are interested in it, check the following site: Dream Moods.

Words to check out:
murder - face - eyes - blood - breakfast - living room/narrow - wood/floor - happy - numb/no emotions

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