Today, is the day where i managed to remember my dream. It was one of those dreams that made me look through the definitions again. It is one of those dreams that makes you wonder, what all the symbols mean, because it was a strong and mysterious dream, you haven't had for a while.
It actually is a continuation of a previous dream.
It starts with a birdview landscape of a temple look-alike. It seemed to have been in the dunes of Egypt. This temple looked a bit like the Sphinx, but it wasn't. On top of it, there was a small, square hidden cave, where i was able to hide.
In this cave, there were small books or notebooks that seemed to have been very precious. This cave almost looked like a little hideout with just a bed, some shelving on the left side and on the right some cupboards. You could not stand in this cave though. It was purely meant to lie in it to "observe" what was happening out there.
The cool part of this cave was that the door was a one side look through stone block. From the outside, you could not see that there was a door. For the person within the cave, it was possible to look through to the outside.
There were people looking for me and for that particular booklet that was orange in colour. I asked this kid, who seemed to have found my hideout, to keep this book and hide it. What i did was to put it in the left shelf, hiding it between sheets or "laptop covers" (??).
The thing is that even though it was me hidding in this cave, it seemed to have been my inner child hidding something.
The scene changed into my adulthood, where i was helping out someone. We discovered this tunnel in the dunes. In order to help her, i put a torchlight in this tunnel to light up her way as best as i could, while waiting outside of it.
This person (friend? lover?) went into the tunnel. I was scared for her and did my best to help her out. While lighting up, someone came from behind and told me something i can't quite figure out. This person was my friend who went through the tunnel, but it was someone else hidden in the same body (very weird).
This new person went through the tunnel "again" and because i got worried, i followed her. She was really quick and at the end of the tunnel there were elevators/lifts. I saw how she stepped into one and i knew roughly to which floor she went to.
I stepped into the next lift pressing for level 2. At first the lift went down. As my "friend" got to that level, she pressed a new level, as if she tried to escape me for some reason and the lift passed by me going upwards.
Immediately i pressed an other level, that i thought was the one she pressed and moved upward following the lift next to me. (The lifts were made of glasses, so that i could look through and saw what buttons this friend was pressing.)
My elevator went back up and i managed to catch up on that friend.
This is where i found myself back in that hidden hideout above this Sphinx look-alike.
According to dreammoods.com, i seem to be aware of my inner self. It seems to have been a very good dream, where there are personal things i am keeping hidden and still need to learn from.
At the same time, i am helping someone out. This is where i am holding the torch to light up someone's path. It seems like i am helping out my loved one, as carrying a lit torch symbolises love.
It seems that i am finding myself again, because the Egyptian feel of the dream represents the a time in the past that was simpler.
Overall, i think this dream tells me that it is a good time that i am in now. It is good for me and my future. There seems to be "a light at the end of the tunnel". I just feel better with myself, which is a great feeling!
Something has changed me. Someone may have changed me :) making me feel like back then. This is fantastic!
Great dream!
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Friday, December 15, 2006
The Dream Tune
For the past few days, I have been given the job to compose a theme song for a new kids' show on TV. "Great!", so i thought... But for the past 2 days... I kind of got stuck with the song. I wasn't able to move on and not able to even find a proper melody to this stupid song of mine... *annoyed*
Anyway... Since today is my due day, i really hoped it would work out. And strangely enough, i managed to finish on time. How? Thanks to my dream, which goes like that...
This morning, i dreamt that i was working on my song. Suddenly this tune got written in my dream. I could even hear it. It was perfect. Simple and catchy. Just what i needed it to be. During my dream, i told myself (or my subconscious) to remember the tune.
The moment i woke up, i knew i had to remember the tune, but i forgot it. I just sat there on my bed and i told myself, that it's going to be one more aspirational day... again! That really annoyed me... again.
When i got to work, i switched on the computer, the speakers and everything to start working on that song again. I opened the file and just played back the song. I muted a few tracks, thinking that i can start with something new. I played around with a few melodies and instruments, wondering which one i should use. And a few hours later, i realized that the song was done!
Through out my so-called "playing around", i managed to put in a melody, make it sound rock-pop enough for 15-18 years old kids and that with such an ease!! It was just amazing.
I am now wondering whether or not this is the melody that was playing in my dream this morning though. I just wish that i could have more dreams like that. My work would be faster and more creative than wasting my time and energy creating some cheesy shitty stuff 3 days in a row......!
Anyway... Since today is my due day, i really hoped it would work out. And strangely enough, i managed to finish on time. How? Thanks to my dream, which goes like that...
This morning, i dreamt that i was working on my song. Suddenly this tune got written in my dream. I could even hear it. It was perfect. Simple and catchy. Just what i needed it to be. During my dream, i told myself (or my subconscious) to remember the tune.
The moment i woke up, i knew i had to remember the tune, but i forgot it. I just sat there on my bed and i told myself, that it's going to be one more aspirational day... again! That really annoyed me... again.
When i got to work, i switched on the computer, the speakers and everything to start working on that song again. I opened the file and just played back the song. I muted a few tracks, thinking that i can start with something new. I played around with a few melodies and instruments, wondering which one i should use. And a few hours later, i realized that the song was done!
Through out my so-called "playing around", i managed to put in a melody, make it sound rock-pop enough for 15-18 years old kids and that with such an ease!! It was just amazing.
I am now wondering whether or not this is the melody that was playing in my dream this morning though. I just wish that i could have more dreams like that. My work would be faster and more creative than wasting my time and energy creating some cheesy shitty stuff 3 days in a row......!
Monday, May 09, 2005
Hotel Kitchen
Today's dream is unusually simple. but when i look at the significance on the net, i realise that there are quite a few things i didn't know were happening in me.
I saw this huge kitchen, where a guy (probably my dad) was fixing the mechanics of the kitchen (??). This humongous kitchen was fully automated and i was testing all the possible buttons and handles and all switch i found to make sure that this kitchen was working. Apparently, we were awaiting someone's arrival.
I remembered using a switch where the ventilation of above the stove was blowing air like wow! And the best thing is, that's the way it should work! Blow you away, which is not supposed to.. it's supposed to suck the air... lol
Every other switched made the ventilation blow in different direction (still above the stove) to make sure that the smell goes away.
Suddenly, the scene changes to a great hotel. I remember walking through some kind of train station to join my best friend Norfa (somehow looks like Perth's train station...). I arrived in the arrival hall of this beautiful hotel, which looked like a 5-6 star hotel. Everything is in a smoke glass style. It's a very nice hotel.
I arrived at the very long reception, looking around for my friend and only seeing arabic guys passing by. Fully clothes in black, very ugly and sweaty... until i finally found my friend, sitting on the other side of the room.
She was sitting on this classical white sofa, all her paper work from Disney on the floor, like she usually does and saw her lay down on the sofa at times.
Strangely the room was really dimmed. Not really bright for a place which had only glass all over the place...
I just can't seem to remember what happened after that. I can only remember me sitting in front of her and i think at one time we ate some ice cream. Hmmm....
Anyway... this dream is not one of the best so far, but here some explanation of the symbols:
I saw this huge kitchen, where a guy (probably my dad) was fixing the mechanics of the kitchen (??). This humongous kitchen was fully automated and i was testing all the possible buttons and handles and all switch i found to make sure that this kitchen was working. Apparently, we were awaiting someone's arrival.
I remembered using a switch where the ventilation of above the stove was blowing air like wow! And the best thing is, that's the way it should work! Blow you away, which is not supposed to.. it's supposed to suck the air... lol
Every other switched made the ventilation blow in different direction (still above the stove) to make sure that the smell goes away.
Suddenly, the scene changes to a great hotel. I remember walking through some kind of train station to join my best friend Norfa (somehow looks like Perth's train station...). I arrived in the arrival hall of this beautiful hotel, which looked like a 5-6 star hotel. Everything is in a smoke glass style. It's a very nice hotel.
I arrived at the very long reception, looking around for my friend and only seeing arabic guys passing by. Fully clothes in black, very ugly and sweaty... until i finally found my friend, sitting on the other side of the room.
She was sitting on this classical white sofa, all her paper work from Disney on the floor, like she usually does and saw her lay down on the sofa at times.
Strangely the room was really dimmed. Not really bright for a place which had only glass all over the place...
I just can't seem to remember what happened after that. I can only remember me sitting in front of her and i think at one time we ate some ice cream. Hmmm....
Anyway... this dream is not one of the best so far, but here some explanation of the symbols:
Kitchenby dream moods
To see a kitchen in your dream, signifies your need for spiritual nourishment. It also forewarns that you will be met with some depressing news.
Hotel
To see a hotel in your dream, signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking.
Paper
To see a blank white paper in your dream, signifies your desire to make a fresh start in your life. It may represent you desire to express yourself through writing or art.
To see a stack of papers in your dream, denotes overwhelming responsibilities and stress that you are having to cope with
Saturday, May 07, 2005
A Fire Engine = My Loss
This dream has just one really big meaning to me, as i can't seem to figure out the rest of it, cos some symbols can't be identified.
It all started in this room, which looked like a very dirty bedroom, where my 2 friends Lynn and Norfa were sleeping in it and my girlfriend Michelle, too.
The room looked dirty, the walls in some kind of peach pink colours, dirt marks all over it and 2-3 beds like in prison were in there.
I was outside the room with Norfa. We were talking about wearing a strap-on.... I really don't know why i thought of that, but knowing that my friend Norfa is straight and wouldn't imagine a single time sleeping with a woman, i figured out that, if she would wear a strap-on, which is not her own body part, she would actually f*** a woman... So i told her that and she surprisingly would have done it!
Happy, we went back to the room to try it out on Lynn, i think. When i had my hand on the handle of the door and about to open it, she stopped me and said:
"Oh wait! I can't! It's pleasure, so from the muslim point of view, i am not allowed to have pleasure..."
So i replied with understanding:
"Oh ya, that's true. Oh well..."
We went back into the room, where Lynn was in bed with Alvin, a friend of mine with whom i worked with during the speedboat championship in Singapore. In real life, they don't know each other...
Michelle was on the other side of the small room on the bed. I crawled into her arms, while she was smoking her cigarette in a very arrogant way. Her nose way up in the air and having that bitchy smile on her face. She is not like that in realy life, thank god!
Behind the bed there was a window, that was facing a cornfield. I then told her that i always wanted to have sex in a cornfield and if she wanted to have it with me. She denied it and said it's dangerous, cos there might be some snakes or something, in which i agreed with a smile and being comfortable in her arms.
It all started in this room, which looked like a very dirty bedroom, where my 2 friends Lynn and Norfa were sleeping in it and my girlfriend Michelle, too.
The room looked dirty, the walls in some kind of peach pink colours, dirt marks all over it and 2-3 beds like in prison were in there.
I was outside the room with Norfa. We were talking about wearing a strap-on.... I really don't know why i thought of that, but knowing that my friend Norfa is straight and wouldn't imagine a single time sleeping with a woman, i figured out that, if she would wear a strap-on, which is not her own body part, she would actually f*** a woman... So i told her that and she surprisingly would have done it!
Happy, we went back to the room to try it out on Lynn, i think. When i had my hand on the handle of the door and about to open it, she stopped me and said:
"Oh wait! I can't! It's pleasure, so from the muslim point of view, i am not allowed to have pleasure..."
So i replied with understanding:
"Oh ya, that's true. Oh well..."
We went back into the room, where Lynn was in bed with Alvin, a friend of mine with whom i worked with during the speedboat championship in Singapore. In real life, they don't know each other...
Michelle was on the other side of the small room on the bed. I crawled into her arms, while she was smoking her cigarette in a very arrogant way. Her nose way up in the air and having that bitchy smile on her face. She is not like that in realy life, thank god!
Behind the bed there was a window, that was facing a cornfield. I then told her that i always wanted to have sex in a cornfield and if she wanted to have it with me. She denied it and said it's dangerous, cos there might be some snakes or something, in which i agreed with a smile and being comfortable in her arms.
- SWITCH OF SCENERY -
I am in a shoeshop with my girlfriend. We are looking for some shoes, but the place i went to sit first, got taken by all the sellers of the shop (??). So i sat next to it, where this chinese guy was trying shoes. Michelle took me by the arm and said that she really didn't want to sit next to him, cos he's an old friend of hers and she really didn't like him at all. I could see that on her face and on his face. The ambience was tense.
Strangely we tried very strange shoes. I was trying the typical CAT shoes and Michelle had those really ugly dark grey boots with fur. It was really ugly.
Suddenly, i received an emergency call. We had to run to this place called "TERR...something". There was a fire breaking out of the house and the fire engine was unable to go there. It got stuck on the road by a layer of foam....??!.... Our machine was suitable for the road and would reach there more quickly. So we went off.
I saw the big villa, where a man was standing quietly cool in front of the window and in the background i could see the light of fire bouncing around, but i didn't see the flames. The windows were not open, but the man stood there in front of them.
Michelle and i shoot water through the window to kill the "flames". It was the foam type of water. To make sure everything was lit off we went to the main entrance to make sure that the man was alright.
At this particular moment, while this blond collegue/friend (no more Michelle somehow) went to the house to check, i saw the fire engine stuck in the foam. The one that couldn't make it on time. I thought of putting some wood planks below the wheels for it to drive above it. That's what i saw.
Back to the villa, when i got in, i saw the man, a short, round, italian guy with a very thin moustache right above his thin lips and black hair. He looked more than fine to me and i had a really bad feeling when looking at him. He wasn't sincere to me.
His place looked in perfect condition! Nothing looked burnt or anything, but the entrance was full of wooden boxes, raw meat (!!!) al over the place and just a packed entrance. I was wondering what a man would do with sooooo much meat all over the place, stacked and not leaving any space for you to walk through.
While some men went downstairs to check upon some fire, i looked at my blond guy with a very sceptical look. "Something is not right," i told him. He agreed.
When the other firemen came back upstairs, there were other people coming up too, which i didn't know. All of them suddenly looked very strange. Very much happy, but in a hypnotized way. They didn't seem to recognize me or react to what i was telling them.
I looked at the italian guy and he started to play the DJ at the bar counter right at the entrance!! Being a sound engineer, i could tell you that this wasn't anything close to DJing.... he played one track at a time and no lights no nothing. It was dull, yet everyone was dancing and enjoying the "beat".
I realised that this was the way he hypnotized the people in order for them to take the raw meat and eat it. I tried to tell this to my blond collegue, who didn't seem to react anymore. He had a smile on his face and started dancing too. I pushed him with my elbow and told him to focus, telling him what was going on. Yet, he kept on falling back into a trance like everyone. I was wondering why i wasn't beng hypnotized. What is it about this hydious music that put people into a trance.
I really don't know what all this is about, but these are the symbols i managed to find out about and one thing is for sure, the recent death of my grandma had apparently affected me much more than i first thought...
Strangely we tried very strange shoes. I was trying the typical CAT shoes and Michelle had those really ugly dark grey boots with fur. It was really ugly.
Suddenly, i received an emergency call. We had to run to this place called "TERR...something". There was a fire breaking out of the house and the fire engine was unable to go there. It got stuck on the road by a layer of foam....??!.... Our machine was suitable for the road and would reach there more quickly. So we went off.
I saw the big villa, where a man was standing quietly cool in front of the window and in the background i could see the light of fire bouncing around, but i didn't see the flames. The windows were not open, but the man stood there in front of them.
Michelle and i shoot water through the window to kill the "flames". It was the foam type of water. To make sure everything was lit off we went to the main entrance to make sure that the man was alright.
At this particular moment, while this blond collegue/friend (no more Michelle somehow) went to the house to check, i saw the fire engine stuck in the foam. The one that couldn't make it on time. I thought of putting some wood planks below the wheels for it to drive above it. That's what i saw.
Back to the villa, when i got in, i saw the man, a short, round, italian guy with a very thin moustache right above his thin lips and black hair. He looked more than fine to me and i had a really bad feeling when looking at him. He wasn't sincere to me.
His place looked in perfect condition! Nothing looked burnt or anything, but the entrance was full of wooden boxes, raw meat (!!!) al over the place and just a packed entrance. I was wondering what a man would do with sooooo much meat all over the place, stacked and not leaving any space for you to walk through.
While some men went downstairs to check upon some fire, i looked at my blond guy with a very sceptical look. "Something is not right," i told him. He agreed.
When the other firemen came back upstairs, there were other people coming up too, which i didn't know. All of them suddenly looked very strange. Very much happy, but in a hypnotized way. They didn't seem to recognize me or react to what i was telling them.
I looked at the italian guy and he started to play the DJ at the bar counter right at the entrance!! Being a sound engineer, i could tell you that this wasn't anything close to DJing.... he played one track at a time and no lights no nothing. It was dull, yet everyone was dancing and enjoying the "beat".
I realised that this was the way he hypnotized the people in order for them to take the raw meat and eat it. I tried to tell this to my blond collegue, who didn't seem to react anymore. He had a smile on his face and started dancing too. I pushed him with my elbow and told him to focus, telling him what was going on. Yet, he kept on falling back into a trance like everyone. I was wondering why i wasn't beng hypnotized. What is it about this hydious music that put people into a trance.
I really don't know what all this is about, but these are the symbols i managed to find out about and one thing is for sure, the recent death of my grandma had apparently affected me much more than i first thought...
Fire Engine
To see a fire engine in your dream, signifies worries under tense and extraordinary situations.
To dream that you are riding in a fire engine, signifies improper and obnoxious behavior.
To see a broken down fire engine in your dream, foretells of a serious loss. -> my grandma
Meat
To see raw meat in your dream, signifies that there will be many obstacles and discouragement in achieving your goals.
Hypnotize
To dream that you fail to be hypnotized, signifies that troubles hovering over you in which you and you alone can rise above.
by dream moods
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
An Opportunity??
Today's dream was a bit confusing. I saw it twice... well, some sort of.
I was looking for a key. I arrived in an office, like school office with drawers on a wall. One particular drawer had a key with a note attached to it. I knew it was the key to open the door (which door, i don't know though.) But i heard steps coming from the door behind me. I saw the lower part of the door with some light coming out of it. So i hid out of the office.
I walked along a corridor and a woman came towards me. She looked smaller than me, dark blond and looked familiar. I knew she was gay. I asked her something and helped me finding this person. We went down some stairs where lots of new shoes were disposed on shelfs. It looked like a shopping... (??)
We arrived in a big rehersal room, where ppl were dancing. All women. We approached this woman, who was the teacher of the dancing class. I knew both were lesbians and i knew they formed a couple. The blond woman introduced me to her and she left me alone with her.
This teacher had short darkbrown hair and i followed her up the stairs to a room.
Suddenly i was outside. The sky was clear and blue. Beautiful day and i was enjoying this magnifisent view. Although i saw rocks, like volcano rocks, having sometimes strange shapes, i felt free.
I started climbing those rocks, with quite some ease until this particular, very easy looking stone i had to climb. It wasn't high, it was flat and just too easy not to be able to climb it, but i didn't seam to get on top of it and it just annoyed me, cos i knew it's too simple! *lol*
I finally arrived on top of the rocks, that built a bridge. I looked at the landscape and i was pleased and felt free to look at it. It was beautiful! I walked freely across the bridge where a car came against me. I jumped over the "fence" which separated road from pedestrian. I jumped with such an ease, wow! I saw my feet when landing on the pedestrian side. The car passing by.
What came next, i can't remember. i am not sure, if i was in a burger king like restaurant or not. I think i was sitting, but am not sure. But i remember doing the same way again! I came to this office, again, saw the key with the note attached, the noise coming out of the door behind me, seeing the woman again, when going along the corridor ect ect...
This happend only twice though.
OH! Remember something...
It was night, i was at some sort of fair. I was playing a game there. Paying something.... I won something, i guess...
Oh well, but bout that am no more that sure...
Anyway... very interesting. Looks like some good things are coming along my path in my life and... i get to understand myself even better.
I am sick though and will take care of me now...
I was looking for a key. I arrived in an office, like school office with drawers on a wall. One particular drawer had a key with a note attached to it. I knew it was the key to open the door (which door, i don't know though.) But i heard steps coming from the door behind me. I saw the lower part of the door with some light coming out of it. So i hid out of the office.
I walked along a corridor and a woman came towards me. She looked smaller than me, dark blond and looked familiar. I knew she was gay. I asked her something and helped me finding this person. We went down some stairs where lots of new shoes were disposed on shelfs. It looked like a shopping... (??)
We arrived in a big rehersal room, where ppl were dancing. All women. We approached this woman, who was the teacher of the dancing class. I knew both were lesbians and i knew they formed a couple. The blond woman introduced me to her and she left me alone with her.
This teacher had short darkbrown hair and i followed her up the stairs to a room.
Suddenly i was outside. The sky was clear and blue. Beautiful day and i was enjoying this magnifisent view. Although i saw rocks, like volcano rocks, having sometimes strange shapes, i felt free.
I started climbing those rocks, with quite some ease until this particular, very easy looking stone i had to climb. It wasn't high, it was flat and just too easy not to be able to climb it, but i didn't seam to get on top of it and it just annoyed me, cos i knew it's too simple! *lol*
I finally arrived on top of the rocks, that built a bridge. I looked at the landscape and i was pleased and felt free to look at it. It was beautiful! I walked freely across the bridge where a car came against me. I jumped over the "fence" which separated road from pedestrian. I jumped with such an ease, wow! I saw my feet when landing on the pedestrian side. The car passing by.
What came next, i can't remember. i am not sure, if i was in a burger king like restaurant or not. I think i was sitting, but am not sure. But i remember doing the same way again! I came to this office, again, saw the key with the note attached, the noise coming out of the door behind me, seeing the woman again, when going along the corridor ect ect...
This happend only twice though.
OH! Remember something...
It was night, i was at some sort of fair. I was playing a game there. Paying something.... I won something, i guess...
Oh well, but bout that am no more that sure...
Anyway... very interesting. Looks like some good things are coming along my path in my life and... i get to understand myself even better.
I am sick though and will take care of me now...
Sunday, October 19, 2003
4-in-1-Dream
This is very an exciting dream i just had lately. I had like 4 completely different dreams in one!
- DREAM 1 -
I am with my mom shopping. At the counter, she asked me to get bread. The shopping mall was really small. When we came to pay, we started to count cent after cent and checked out our pockets for every single cent. Although the amount was very low, around S$10, my feeling of not having money was there. I felt anxious.
[In reality, i have a lot of money troubles. I really have NOTHING... *sobsob*]
We had just enough to pay the little we got. I think, there were some vegetables and some other packages. But it was very little.
out of the shopping, we started looking for an ATM machine. I saw very familiar streets. I saw green ATM machines, which looked exactly like our swiss bus ticket machines. When i approached those, they really were ticket machines! So we continued our search and eacht time i saw a green machine, i thought this might be an ATM, which is always a green tram ticket machine....! I saw three of them.
We were in a park, which looked like the one in Switzerland. It's dark already. It's around 8pm. Trees, green grass. I am in switzerland, i know.
[I am living in Singapore, though. I guess i miss my homecountry quite a lot...]
I see a bus passing by. I look at it and ask myself if it's worth it taking it, cos i saw the station i needed to alight anyway... so i decide not to take the bus and walk to the next station, which wasn't even that far.
Arriving to the green tram machine, again, my mom said from far that it's ok and we should go home. We are waiting for a cab at the street. none were coming. Suddenly, one stopped and the taxi driver looks at us with a friendly smile.
We are in the cab. Driving somewhere....
- DREAM 2 -
I am having a great sex in a kitchen, which is in the most unbelievable mess i've ever seen!!! Plus, this kitchen is soooo bloody small! 2mx2m!! This room is like kitchen and bedroom at the same time.
This guy i am sleeping with, i recognise him as being my ex schoolmate. one i've never talked to. He is small, brown hair, but in a way, very nice to me, which he never was. And yes, i am sleeping with a guy...
Sexually, it was amazing! I feel contented. I am also pleasing him.
- DREAM 3 -
I am walking/running in a some sort of shopping, which looks more like a library or office like shop. I am looking for something. I see a control station of the singaporean MRT (metro) station. I am looking for sth, a greeting card, a love card, for N. (my first love).
[you have to know that lately, i have been talking to N. again. Very intimately as well. It looks like we can't let go off each other. Last time i've seen her, was before i left for S'pore, 2 years ago. I broke her heart so badly, but mine as well. And now, out of a sudden, i feel again so much for her... so unbelievable how love can resist even very long distances...]
I stand in front of a shelf with all kinds of greeting cards. I try to find one with "love" on it. Something lovely. I feel in love, i feel amorous, i feel happy. I look at many cards, some with doggies on it. They look very shiny, blue, red. One card i tried to read, had to be flipped each time you opened it (?!).
I was in a hurry. I ran, i jumped over shelfs then i met this malay couple, smiling friendly at me. I seamed to know them and talked to them. Then i continue my journey to... ??
- DREAM 4 -
I enter a kind of restaurant. The ppl in there had like a party. Outside, the weather was bad. Not stormy, but a bit windy and grey.
We are on a sailing boat. The weather still the same. Some ppl were down on the quay, while i was on the deck of the boat. Suddenly the ship started to shake slowly and gently, still. The ones on the quay started to try to attach the boat to the quay again, while on the deck, this woman helped me to keep the sail to its position. (?!).
We are on highsea. Nothing around but water. This guy, with his hawaiian shirt and the hawaiian flower chain on his neck, was next to me, trying to help me help the 2 women.
These women were in some sort of a "house/boat". It looked exactly like a house, just that this house, could float on the water... ?? Both of them were tipsy, very drunk actually. They had wine glasses in their hands. One wasa dark blond with short hair and the other had long blond hair. The short hair one had a lifejacket on, but it had lightbulps on it (????!). It was red and lit. She plugged this "light-jacket" to the DC from the house (we are still on the sea!). The other woman had this also. So, i could see the electrical cable, plugged to the DC, coming from the house (duh).
Suddenly, we started rescuing both of them, who fell into the water. the short hair one was happily floating in the water. i saw her from above. The guy and i were safely in a boat. She smiled and suddenly, took a deep breath and sank, like if she was pulled down. No wonder, she was still attached to this house boat she was on just now. She drown. She died. I felt sorrow. I felt sad. I couldn't help her.
Dream Moods
- DREAM 1 -
I am with my mom shopping. At the counter, she asked me to get bread. The shopping mall was really small. When we came to pay, we started to count cent after cent and checked out our pockets for every single cent. Although the amount was very low, around S$10, my feeling of not having money was there. I felt anxious.
[In reality, i have a lot of money troubles. I really have NOTHING... *sobsob*]
We had just enough to pay the little we got. I think, there were some vegetables and some other packages. But it was very little.
out of the shopping, we started looking for an ATM machine. I saw very familiar streets. I saw green ATM machines, which looked exactly like our swiss bus ticket machines. When i approached those, they really were ticket machines! So we continued our search and eacht time i saw a green machine, i thought this might be an ATM, which is always a green tram ticket machine....! I saw three of them.
We were in a park, which looked like the one in Switzerland. It's dark already. It's around 8pm. Trees, green grass. I am in switzerland, i know.
[I am living in Singapore, though. I guess i miss my homecountry quite a lot...]
I see a bus passing by. I look at it and ask myself if it's worth it taking it, cos i saw the station i needed to alight anyway... so i decide not to take the bus and walk to the next station, which wasn't even that far.
Arriving to the green tram machine, again, my mom said from far that it's ok and we should go home. We are waiting for a cab at the street. none were coming. Suddenly, one stopped and the taxi driver looks at us with a friendly smile.
We are in the cab. Driving somewhere....
- DREAM 2 -
I am having a great sex in a kitchen, which is in the most unbelievable mess i've ever seen!!! Plus, this kitchen is soooo bloody small! 2mx2m!! This room is like kitchen and bedroom at the same time.
This guy i am sleeping with, i recognise him as being my ex schoolmate. one i've never talked to. He is small, brown hair, but in a way, very nice to me, which he never was. And yes, i am sleeping with a guy...
Sexually, it was amazing! I feel contented. I am also pleasing him.
- DREAM 3 -
I am walking/running in a some sort of shopping, which looks more like a library or office like shop. I am looking for something. I see a control station of the singaporean MRT (metro) station. I am looking for sth, a greeting card, a love card, for N. (my first love).
[you have to know that lately, i have been talking to N. again. Very intimately as well. It looks like we can't let go off each other. Last time i've seen her, was before i left for S'pore, 2 years ago. I broke her heart so badly, but mine as well. And now, out of a sudden, i feel again so much for her... so unbelievable how love can resist even very long distances...]
I stand in front of a shelf with all kinds of greeting cards. I try to find one with "love" on it. Something lovely. I feel in love, i feel amorous, i feel happy. I look at many cards, some with doggies on it. They look very shiny, blue, red. One card i tried to read, had to be flipped each time you opened it (?!).
I was in a hurry. I ran, i jumped over shelfs then i met this malay couple, smiling friendly at me. I seamed to know them and talked to them. Then i continue my journey to... ??
- DREAM 4 -
I enter a kind of restaurant. The ppl in there had like a party. Outside, the weather was bad. Not stormy, but a bit windy and grey.
We are on a sailing boat. The weather still the same. Some ppl were down on the quay, while i was on the deck of the boat. Suddenly the ship started to shake slowly and gently, still. The ones on the quay started to try to attach the boat to the quay again, while on the deck, this woman helped me to keep the sail to its position. (?!).
We are on highsea. Nothing around but water. This guy, with his hawaiian shirt and the hawaiian flower chain on his neck, was next to me, trying to help me help the 2 women.
These women were in some sort of a "house/boat". It looked exactly like a house, just that this house, could float on the water... ?? Both of them were tipsy, very drunk actually. They had wine glasses in their hands. One wasa dark blond with short hair and the other had long blond hair. The short hair one had a lifejacket on, but it had lightbulps on it (????!). It was red and lit. She plugged this "light-jacket" to the DC from the house (we are still on the sea!). The other woman had this also. So, i could see the electrical cable, plugged to the DC, coming from the house (duh).
Suddenly, we started rescuing both of them, who fell into the water. the short hair one was happily floating in the water. i saw her from above. The guy and i were safely in a boat. She smiled and suddenly, took a deep breath and sank, like if she was pulled down. No wonder, she was still attached to this house boat she was on just now. She drown. She died. I felt sorrow. I felt sad. I couldn't help her.
Dream Moods
A Sexual And Lonely Dream
One of my other very weired dream is as follow...
I am on an island. Alone and with some other ppl/stranger. My ex, S., was there as well. She seamed happy and i felt that our relationship was ok then. All was well.
We are walking along the beach. The weather is not shiny nor is it cloudy. There are waves. The water is not that clear. I see grey colours. I see sand, my feet. I am digging in the sand and find bones. Skeletons. but i knew these are not human bones. Some kind of a strange creature, i just don't know.
Along the beach, there is like a big sandy wall. Incrusted in the wall are skulls. Not human ones, though. They looked similar to asian dragon masks, if you know what i am talking about. There are severals of them. Actually, the enntire wall is built out of those skulls, stuck next to each other. My ex S. and me are walking along the wall and looking at the skulls. No feelings...
I am in a bungalow-alike place somewhere on this island. It's the only one. The inside is a nice burgundy wood. it looks like in a vacation bungalow. I am having sex with a woman. I know the woman, but this one just is too young! In reality i know she can't be that young.
[realising this during my subconscious!!]
She looks so young...! Around 7-13max.!! Oh dear...!
We are on the floor. She lays on her back, legs wide open and i am in between her legs. I know the woman. She looks like my first love, N. She looks very alike, but she just looks too young! Although N is actually younger than me, she just looks much too young! *scary*
I am licking her vagina. I see her lips as a NS (near shot). I am sexually very horny.
I am on a ship. The weather is shiny, but a bit cloudy. The ship look like a pirate ship. I see a treasur.... one full of cokes! FULL! Some of it is also on the floor. We (don't know who "we" are...) are throwing the treasur off board (!!!). The white pouder floating in the sea. The treasur attached to a rope, which is again attached to the ship. We are sailing fast, the treasure floating following next to the ship.
I see someone in the sky. Looks familiar, but just don't know.
I see the treasur from below. I am in the sea. Look at the treasure and this person above. I feel nothing. I see a blue sky with some clouds. It's clear.
Dream Moods
Words to check out:
sex - skulls - island - wood/burgundy/red - sand - sea/ocean/water - sky - ship - drugs
I am on an island. Alone and with some other ppl/stranger. My ex, S., was there as well. She seamed happy and i felt that our relationship was ok then. All was well.
We are walking along the beach. The weather is not shiny nor is it cloudy. There are waves. The water is not that clear. I see grey colours. I see sand, my feet. I am digging in the sand and find bones. Skeletons. but i knew these are not human bones. Some kind of a strange creature, i just don't know.
Along the beach, there is like a big sandy wall. Incrusted in the wall are skulls. Not human ones, though. They looked similar to asian dragon masks, if you know what i am talking about. There are severals of them. Actually, the enntire wall is built out of those skulls, stuck next to each other. My ex S. and me are walking along the wall and looking at the skulls. No feelings...
I am in a bungalow-alike place somewhere on this island. It's the only one. The inside is a nice burgundy wood. it looks like in a vacation bungalow. I am having sex with a woman. I know the woman, but this one just is too young! In reality i know she can't be that young.
[realising this during my subconscious!!]
She looks so young...! Around 7-13max.!! Oh dear...!
We are on the floor. She lays on her back, legs wide open and i am in between her legs. I know the woman. She looks like my first love, N. She looks very alike, but she just looks too young! Although N is actually younger than me, she just looks much too young! *scary*
I am licking her vagina. I see her lips as a NS (near shot). I am sexually very horny.
I am on a ship. The weather is shiny, but a bit cloudy. The ship look like a pirate ship. I see a treasur.... one full of cokes! FULL! Some of it is also on the floor. We (don't know who "we" are...) are throwing the treasur off board (!!!). The white pouder floating in the sea. The treasur attached to a rope, which is again attached to the ship. We are sailing fast, the treasure floating following next to the ship.
I see someone in the sky. Looks familiar, but just don't know.
I see the treasur from below. I am in the sea. Look at the treasure and this person above. I feel nothing. I see a blue sky with some clouds. It's clear.
Dream Moods
Words to check out:
sex - skulls - island - wood/burgundy/red - sand - sea/ocean/water - sky - ship - drugs
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